Ears plugged Music accompanies me as I made my way Silent roads Bats accompany me as I headed home Eyes shut Tears accompany me as I try to drift away Soul rests No, it never does… It never rests
Feeling really sad But I shouldn’t otherwise I’ll just mess things up, again.
You tell me happiness is a choice It always is a choice But you never understood me for who I am
They say the person who loves you will bring the best out of you But why is it that I only see the ugly side of me? So much that as much as I want to be a better person each day, I’m starting to think that it’s almost impossible already.
“Not good enough” It kept ringing in my ears over dinner It reminded me of how little I am
This whirlpool Spinning, spinning, spinning I watched as my toes enter the mini tornado And I get sucked in Consciously unconscious It’s a mess, a disaster, a test But when I reach the tip of this whirlpool Will I see my heaven at the benthal?
Waiting for d-day
I feel really sad. But I really, just have to get used to handling this emotion.
The urge Just another night…
Learning to treasure myself and the people around me…
I have to think positive. I will try again…
How many ways can a person die?
Reading through the past… And i can’t help but cringe as I see that you said you used to be happier The only change was me
Hello tears Hello sadness Hello pain in the heart When will I say goodbye to all of you
My thoughts and feelings shouldn’t matter…
Things will only get better…
I need to borrow self-help books
I just really want to die sometimes Is it my fault Why can’t anybody console me